Dated :- 16th December, 2008

TECHNOLOGY DEVELOPMENT ENGINEER @ SHELL TECHNOLOGY INDIA PRIVATE LIMITED

No words can describe it….. it was destined to happen and a will within made it possible………

A Thousand splendid suns , an amazing piece of creation leaves you totally spellbound and full of burning emotions. It doesn’t matter if you are not at all related with or witnessed the plot; you can very well identify it and picture it. It is effectual, definitely it is. The following lines keep ringing in my mind again and again

One could not count the moons that shimmer on her roofs
Or the thousand splendid sun that hide behind her walls

Great work indeed !!

Pre final and fourth year

One of the most painful experiences of being a dual degree student is that you have to bid farewell to your own batch. I am also a fourth yearite but I cant enjoy like them in this 8th sem, I am not employed like them, my major project has started when their’s has ended, I still have to attend classes when they just come for time pass, I cant party everynite like them . Four years are enough at IIT to cause boredom from repeated schedule and its more terrible when arriving in 4th year , you know that life is still the same, u still have labs, lectures , assignments and all regular IIT stuff. And then suddenly this end comes, the last days of 8th sem , I am and my dulle counterparts are busy like hell and we have no time to realize that something is departing from within us until we are on the edge of the end. Everybody is packing their stuff, running for no dues and completing all final year formalities and we have nothing but to wonder , “ Oh my God, you all are going, you all have graduated and we will be here only”. Life is definitely not gonna be the same because for it’s the same stage but lack of characters , it’s the same play but the end of a beautiful story. To think of it without you all makes me nostalgic , you all may not be here but your shadows will always be around us for this place is the only place I have lived fully and this time is the only time I have been in completely. I love you all my outgoing friends and will miss you like hell. Gud luck for life beyond :) :(

Relations

Relations( romantic I mean here) is one word which always arouse my feelings towards it, be it the time I see a couple together, or whenever I read or think of it. It’s one of the areas where I want to devote my understanding, my efforts, and my care to make something beautiful. But seeing both good relations and those breaking apart, I am somehow never clear what makes things grow into togetherness and what makes them torn apart. One enters a relation, or calls being with someone a relation when you feel an intimacy towards someone of all forms. We call being in relation with someone when the two care for each other, understand the happiness of each other and feel a sense of completeness which was not there when they were not together. Everyone one of us deep within their hearts wants someone with whom they can share their moments, get a safe comfort feel in their closeness.

A thing that for granted comes with relation is expectation. We want the other person to know what we want; we want him to be present when we are sad or happy. But this expectation can be dangerous at times to each other. It may be practical to say but its true that two persons can never comprehend each other fully. Individuality always exists and one must respect this. There can be times when we want the person to be with us, but he/she may have some prior commitments and may react or be present the way we expected. This definitely has to be mutually understood, even if one fails to, the other must do at least for the sake of companionship which is greater than all fights and misunderstandings. Relations sour most often when this doesn’t happen. Ego has to be placed side by most of the times.

Being together and sharing stuff is good definitely but respect for each other’s space is also important. This should be done carefully keeping intact the honesty towards each other. Even if one of the partners feels that his freedom is getting curtailed, the end is nearby only and can’t be for long avoided.

Love is beautiful, yet complex and not at all taken to be granted if you want something serious and trustworthy in life.

God bless all great lovers!!

Hey myself…..

A promise to take life as it is
No more snatchings, no more expectations
A heavy heart to take all the pains
A welcome smile for all the pleasure gifts

A realization that nothing lasts forever
A will to enjoy everything at its peak
Because for sure its gonna die some day

A desire to preserve the innocence intact
No urging for maturity
That destroys the nest of the little child within

A little life to live
A still smaller world to live in
But a whole sky to transverse
No- more day dreams
only memories and dare with reality……