on Saturday, December 23, 2006

People say that love brings the most remarkable changes in a person's life, With my best friends getting committed,I am witnessing many such changes(initial stage changes) in them ,some strange,some cute, some with the innocence of a child, some stupid also........some of these which I noted most prominently are:

1.) Those people who used to get hyper on petty things and were ready to get pissed off if you tease them, every now and then ,now get senti most of the time on the same.

2.) All time blushing is the most significant sign ,and what is more interesting is the cute smile (:)) on any damm thing even if the thing is worth smile or not. Even while sitting idly or engaged in some work(as it appears so :P),they can be seen smiling not responding to anything for a while.

3.) Smiling even after crying or after getting emotional and sometimes both at the sametime. It appears to be true that
"Pyaar mein to khud ke aansoon bhi meethe lagte hain".

4.) Reading each line of chat, sms or cards hundred times whenever free and this has its peak frequency during the initial stages. I think that is what is reffered to as
"Holding Moments forever".

5.) Taking excess care of one's appearances ,standing in front of the mirror for hours, getting upset even if a single person passes a negative comment about one's looks ,then spending hours again for changing.

6.) Getting lost in their own dreamworld very often, unaware of what is going around. The world of fantasy appears to be more real than the reality itself.

7.) Those who are not committed look like kids to them ;"Leave it, you won't understand"; as if they have attained all the maturities of their lives by now :P.

8.) Talking on the phone (not to mention to whom) in almost a mute volume........ I wonder how the other is hearing or may be
"love needs no voice,it can feel the heart" :P

9.) Won't allow you to read even a single line of their chats or msgs even if their is nothing so personal in them or if it is allowed also, a continuous blushing will definitely be there :) .

10.) Tolerance power increases to the peak even for things which use to sound boring or non-interesting earlier.




on Monday, December 04, 2006

Kaisa sittam hai,

Pagal ye mann hai,

Marr jane ko bol raha!!


on Sunday, December 03, 2006

Here my one more sem has ended but this ending is unique and of a different sort.Though it is
true that each sem is obviously different from the previous one but there is something strange impelled in it. I don't know the reason for this feeling nor i know the consequences of it. But yeah one thing is very sure ''I AM NOT AT EASE''.
I am not happy even though the fact that my majors have actually ended, though previously I was thinking that I will be the same normal self once the sem gets over and I can relax for a few days in December at home.May be it is the lot of stress in terms of respnsibilities and acads that has left me so numb in the end.Though my die-hard enthu level for certain things is still the same for the next sem. But then too ''I AM NOT AT EASE''.
A very close friend of mine advised me to go and freak out with friends, I tried too but now of all things I am detesting the company of friends also. I just want to be in my room(though being alone is something very difficult for me).I really don't know what my mind wants of me, what does it want me to do,or why the hell it doesnt answer that why "I AM NOT AT EASE".
I am having an instictive feeling that I am forgetting something that was so close to me at some point of time. I am feeling hungry but I don't want to eat any thing or go anywhere to have something.All this is really strange for me ,one who always wants to live life to the fullest at each point of time. I seriously don't know what has made me so still and motionless for any kind of thought.
But yeah I (as always) here too believe that it is yet another passing phase which will get over after a while, I dont know what it will add to my life or take away from it.May its just a change what I am desiring of or may be the outcome of a hectic sem or one which definitely had something different.
For my friends ,don't worry,I hope I will be the same after sometime.