Today there was a farewell in my Team and to present a good luck gift, one of my colleagues invited a youngest person in the team to do the honours. And I was the one. In midst of all this growing up business, it feels superb to be the youngest in a certain group. You feel you still have the life others have lived in their times.

Oh yeah !!
my final sem in IITD has arrived. It’s not that I longed for it. I have enjoyed every bit of life at IIT but now all those bits are over.

To start with it, the starting was great with a great job in hand; an awesome vacation at home, full fun time with family; coming back into campus and meeting my great great old friends again, spending all wella time with them and chilling out to the fullest; a much more awaited weekend with my dear boyfriend.

And so all in all, it was going so great. But now, today, everyone gone and all evaporated, stupid time flied so soon leaving me alone in this campus. I am feeling sad and missing so many things in my life. Still I feel lucky for myself that being in a dual degree I still have some peer group friends. But then, those so awesome days have ended. Time is still free but what will I do.

I have many options to kill time, to make it fly fast…….crack my MTP, movies, books, etc and etc. But they all require a thing called enthusiasm which is so lacking. And above the chilly weather here kills every desire to do any useful work. It only imparts godly laziness.

I will do something definitely at sometime but right now the cold winds outside are only advising to take a nap and stop applying my brains. So I am obeying them only and heading towards my cozy bed but I will do something definitely :P

Hey myself…..

A promise to take life as it is
No more snatchings, no more expectations
A heavy heart to take all the pains
A welcome smile for all the pleasure gifts

A realization that nothing lasts forever
A will to enjoy everything at its peak
Because for sure its gonna die some day

A desire to preserve the innocence intact
No urging for maturity
That destroys the nest of the little child within

A little life to live
A still smaller world to live in
But a whole sky to transverse
No- more day dreams
only memories and dare with reality……

On a bright sunny day I started staring on the ground where the sunshine was spreading its glitter. I continued staring at that serene glow, so bright yet so soothing; an amazing peace was there, something I wanted for a while since so many days. Life is really amazing, brings its treasures in forms you can’t even imagine sometimes.

Finally back to my life, after spending two months on a hectic intern( a nice one though) and some time at home , I am back to IIT. Apna dilli rocks any day as compared to any city I have seen so far. I missed this place so much, met all my close friends, went to subway ,mejbaan , Nescafe ,hanged out at windt, did a lot of arbit masti in hostel , met freshers and juniors…….quite a lot for a single day n all rocks. Life truly lies here and I am really happy to be back though days ahead look a little monotonous being still in pre-final year but anyway this is the best life could offer at present !! :)

High on :)

My mood is in an extraordinary state of happiness today
Extraordinary , because I am feeling it after quite a long time

I can see reflection of my smile and my happiness all around me
Be it in the pleasant showers hitting me
Be it in the little drops of water on leaves
Be it in the faces all around me

I don’t know the reason and I don't even want to give it a damm right now
Because I am loving it like hell ,that’s the only thing I know right now

I am high on life or to be more precise life is high on me
I can feel a little fear also springing up because all this is definitely momentary
Whatever it is, I wanna enjoy it till it lasts :)