Here my one more sem has ended but this ending is unique and of a different sort.Though it is
true that each sem is obviously different from the previous one but there is something strange impelled in it. I don't know the reason for this feeling nor i know the consequences of it. But yeah one thing is very sure ''I AM NOT AT EASE''.

I am not happy even though the fact that my majors have actually ended, though previously I was thinking that I will be the same normal self once the sem gets over and I can relax for a few days in December at home.May be it is the lot of stress in terms of respnsibilities and acads that has left me so numb in the end.Though my die-hard enthu level for certain things is still the same for the next sem. But then too ''I AM NOT AT EASE''.
A very close friend of mine advised me to go and freak out with friends, I tried too but now of all things I am detesting the company of friends also. I just want to be in my room(though being alone is something very difficult for me).I really don't know what my mind wants of me, what does it want me to do,or why the hell it doesnt answer that why "I AM NOT AT EASE".
I am having an instictive feeling that I am forgetting something that was so close to me at some point of time. I am feeling hungry but I don't want to eat any thing or go anywhere to have something.All this is really strange for me ,one who always wants to live life to the fullest at each point of time. I seriously don't know what has made me so still and motionless for any kind of thought.
But yeah I (as always) here too believe that it is yet another passing phase which will get over after a while, I dont know what it will add to my life or take away from it.May its just a change what I am desiring of or may be the outcome of a hectic sem or one which definitely had something different.
For my friends ,don't worry,I hope I will be the same after sometime.